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Sat, 09 Apr 2005 19:20:39 GMT

I like BAWLS.
NOT balls.

Pictures Under the Cut:
1. Me before school yesterday//tired.
2. Me outside.
3. Me with toys.
4. Me with my NEW boyfriend.

Before school.

Sup sleepy eyes?

Outside.

Sup squinty eyes?

Sup uglyface?

HOT BOY? WHERE?!

Obesity.

Sup babyshoes?

Toys.

I need a prince.

Super Grover = teh sex.

Kiss the kite.

TEH BOYFRIEND.

He's the best boyfriend ever. Aren't we cute?

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 01:08:16 GMT

I love
Miss Jenny
aka x__bang_bang

She's beautiful!

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 00:58:31 GMT

She turned off the lights and slid under the covers. She kissed his cheek and whispered in his ear: "I hope to discover every freckle, every scar, &every bruise that you contain. If it takes me until eternity ends, I will search &I will never give up. Just don't leave."
But she never said why not to leave. She kept that hidden until he left. Her throat caving in &her heart hollow, she slipped in &out of consciousness. Her final breath echoed in her lungs until her life disappeared like sand through an hourglass.
He was her lifeline. She breathed in his sweet exhales; he was her oxygen. Her heart followed the rhythm of his; he kept her heart pumping. Her nerves followed the touch of his fingertips; he was her feeling. Lying next to him, she felt guarded, safe; he was her protection. In his arms, she felt beautiful; he was her purity, the only essence she contained was from him. He made her complete.
He gave her life. Then he took it away. &Left her gasping for air, aching. Without him, she had nothing to live on.
&Slowly, as the summer night faded into an early morning, the world was without her, her withered body left upon the floor to disintegrate. A broken heart the cause.

I wrote that in January. It's still how I feel.
I'm so broken. But I'm ready to move on.
I mean there is this cute boy in my lunch hour.
Haha. I'm so lame. But honestly. I still.
I still. I can't say it. I won't admit it.
I worked this hard to convince myself it meant nothing.
To both of us. What sucks is, I'm the one who meant nothing.

Bye.

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 21:28:58 GMT

I eat TRENDYkids: hi baybeh
Nowhere x GrrL: hey lovarr
I eat TRENDYkids: ive been going around school all day
I eat TRENDYkids: saying
I eat TRENDYkids: hay baybeh i lyke yo shoezzzz
Nowhere x GrrL: loll
Nowhere x GrrL: im kicked off the bus for 10 days
I eat TRENDYkids: for doing what?
I eat TRENDYkids: having sex in the backseat?
Nowhere x GrrL: MATTYFACE: kiah is hot and u are too
Nowhere x GrrL: lol gross.
MATTYFACE: im horrney
Nowhere x GrrL: NO. i punched a this 8th grader.
I eat TRENDYkids: hahahahaha
Nowhere x GrrL: i punched this 8th grade BOY*
Nowhere x GrrL: in the side of the head
I eat TRENDYkids: hopefully it was [insert name]
Nowhere x GrrL: loll
Nowhere x GrrL: <333prettygirlsmakegraves
I eat TRENDYkids: <333kahlamakesnicole'spantsdance
Nowhere x GrrL: loll
I eat TRENDYkids: i want another sandwich
Nowhere x GrrL: is ethan in 8th grade?
I eat TRENDYkids: yea
Nowhere x GrrL: loll

Auto response from I eat TRENDYkids: i'm making another sandwich

I eat TRENDYkids: why is that funnyy
Nowhere x GrrL: hes so young
I eat TRENDYkids: haha agreed
Nowhere x GrrL: and 20something year old girls are like "OMG YOU'RE SO HOT"
I eat TRENDYkids: i know
I eat TRENDYkids: haha
I eat TRENDYkids: he's 359 days younger than me
I eat TRENDYkids: haha
Nowhere x GrrL: lol
I eat TRENDYkids: want to know what i decided
Nowhere x GrrL: huh
I eat TRENDYkids: if i was a boy. i'd probably earn the award for the masturbation master. because i think i'd be a very horny boy.
Nowhere x GrrL: lmfao
Nowhere x GrrL: you probably would
I eat TRENDYkids: because im nota horny girl @all
I eat TRENDYkids: but i talk about sex so much
I eat TRENDYkids: &i do get urges for making out occasionally
Nowhere x GrrL: hahaha
Nowhere x GrrL: you're great
I eat TRENDYkids: im weird
I eat TRENDYkids: haha
Nowhere x GrrL: you're the coolest girl like ever almost
Nowhere x GrrL: besides me. :-)
I eat TRENDYkids: duhhh
I eat TRENDYkids: you > everyone
I eat TRENDYkids: you put the OO in SPLOOGE.
Nowhere x GrrL: i put the HORR in horrible
I eat TRENDYkids: i put cat in dinosaur
I eat TRENDYkids: WHEN I FEED IT
I eat TRENDYkids: rawr hahahahahaha
Nowhere x GrrL: lmfao
Nowhere x GrrL: you're so awesome
Nowhere x GrrL: you = me.
I eat TRENDYkids: :-)
I eat TRENDYkids: iloveyouface.
Nowhere x GrrL: we are fuckin equal awesomeness
I eat TRENDYkids: god
I eat TRENDYkids: im so dumb
Nowhere x GrrL: lol why now?
I eat TRENDYkids: like
I eat TRENDYkids: common sense
I eat TRENDYkids: i'm so random
Nowhere x GrrL: HAHA WHO THE HELL CARES
Nowhere x GrrL: not me said the pea
I eat TRENDYkids: mrawr
I eat TRENDYkids: i like peas
I eat TRENDYkids: i eat them
I eat TRENDYkids: *eats kahla*
Nowhere x GrrL: haha
Nowhere x GrrL: YES
Nowhere x GrrL: SCORE!!!!!!!!
I eat TRENDYkids: omfg im going to get coloring books today
Nowhere x GrrL: yay
Nowhere x GrrL: get a barney one
I eat TRENDYkids: im going to get every dinosaur one i can find
Nowhere x GrrL: roar
I eat TRENDYkids: &i'd even mail you one
Nowhere x GrrL: yay

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 23:30:14 GMT

&you think I could hate you for this?
well honey, this has been way past overdue.

Ha. Emo.
Ha. Original.
Ha. Lovesick.
Ha. You make me laugh.

Hot Hot Heat > You.

You make me sick

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 05:20:04 GMT

You know I’ve realized a lot of things about myself. I understand how I’m not exactly the most honest person in the world. I’m sure I’ve done plenty of stuff that would get me into a lot trouble with my parents &/or friends. But you know what? I don’t regret any of it. &If asked about any incident I don’t think I’d be too ashamed that I’d deny it.
I realize I haven’t been the greatest friend. [I mean, Megan, for instance, I’m so sorry for everything.] &I haven’t been the greatest girlfriend…actually far from it. All my past boyfriends can vouch for that. I’m not very… I don’t know. I do what I want.
I understand how I don’t deserve anything amazing. I’m one of those kids who doesn’t know how amazing she has it until it leaves. But I guess that’s okay….because everyone does it. I know that doesn’t make it right, but I’m not the only one @fault.
I’m sick of being lonely though. &I’m sick of hanging out with people &feeling as though I don’t belong &the people don’t want me there. &People who read this that hang out with me…will probably never understand what I mean by that. But honestly, I feel the least lonely when I’m alone.

Oh well. I’ll finish this up later. I have to go to bed now.

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 17:20:28 GMT

I WISH HE COULD MAKE IT EASIER FOR ME TO HATE HIM.

IT'S SO HARD.

HE JUST HAS TO PULL THE CUTE LITTLE "I STILL LOVE YOU" SHIT &I DON'T EVEN CARE HOW BAD IT HURTS.

GODDAMN.

Someone find me a new boy.

I like making fun of things.

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 05:40:06 GMT

Q: WHEN EMO CONCERTS COME TO TOWN WHAT DOES WAL-MART HAVE TO STOCK UP ON?!
A: RAZOR BLADES!!!

Q: WHY DO EMOKIDS SHOP @WALMART?!?
A: BECAUSE EMOKIDS LOVE VINTAGE & @WAL-MART EVERYTHING'S @LEAST TWO SEASONS OLD

Q: WHY DO EMOKIDS CARRY BANDANAS IN THEIR BACK POCKETS!?
A: BECAUSE IF THEY USED HANDKERCHIEFS, THEY'D BE STAINED BLOOD RED.

Q: WHY DO EMOKIDS LIKE WHITE TIC-TACS?!?!
A: BECAUSE THEY CAN PRETEND THEY'RE OVERDOSING ON ANTI-DEPRESSANTS

Q: WHY DO EMOKIDS LIKE THE PARK?!?!
A: BECAUSE IF THEY FALL DOWN THEY CAN BRAG ABOUT THEIR CUT @THE NEXT DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL CONCERT!

Q: WHY DO EMOKIDS WEAR GIRL PANTS?!
A: THEY DONT NEED ANY CROTCH ROOM
[I personally like boys who wear girl pants, but it's still funny.]

Q: WHY DID THE EMOKID CROSS THE ROAD
A: HE SAW EVERYONE ELSE DOING IT.

Q: WHY DO EMOKIDS WEAR WHITE BELTS?!
A: YOU NEED SOMETHING TO HANG THEM WITH
[That's so mean. Funny, but mean.]

Q: HOW MANY EMOKIDS DOES IT TAKE TO CHANGE A LIGHTBUBLB
A: NONE. THEY JUST SIT IN THE DARK &CRY ABOUT IT

Q: WHY DO EMOKIDS CALL CONCERTS "SHOWS"?
A: BECAUSE IT'S A MIRCALE IF ANYONE "SHOWS" UP.
[I call concerts shows.]

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 14:48:08 GMT

I eat TRENDYkids: hey sexpie.
omg robawtz: susspsup
I eat TRENDYkids: nuttin' yew?
omg robawtz: dancing in my boxers wit my puppy.
I eat TRENDYkids: ohhh. prity.
I eat TRENDYkids: i dont wish i was there.
I eat TRENDYkids: just because. ilooklikeshit. :-)yum
I eat TRENDYkids: i have to get ready soon
omg robawtz: for what
I eat TRENDYkids: funeral
omg robawtz: ehhhh, i'm sorry :[
I eat TRENDYkids: tis okay
I eat TRENDYkids: i get to read
I eat TRENDYkids: a lot
I eat TRENDYkids: in front
I eat TRENDYkids: of a lot
I eat TRENDYkids: of people
omg robawtz: nervous?
I eat TRENDYkids: no
I eat TRENDYkids: am i ever nervous?
I eat TRENDYkids: no.
omg robawtz: OHHHHh
I eat TRENDYkids: i dread things.
omg robawtz: yeah.
I eat TRENDYkids: but i dont get nervous.
I eat TRENDYkids: i'm not dreading ths one
omg robawtz: thats good.
I eat TRENDYkids:
Nowhere x GrrL: im craving some pie
I eat TRENDYkids: sexpie!?
I eat TRENDYkids: dat be ethan

omg robawtz: LOLol
omg robawtz: dats meh.
I eat TRENDYkids: duhhh
omg robawtz: i beat the whole game last night
omg robawtz: i never could get past the jungle
omg robawtz: but all you needed to do is kill xina with an RPC90 and then you pass it.
I eat TRENDYkids: oh yeah
omg robawtz: duhz.
I eat TRENDYkids: kill xina with an rpc90
I eat TRENDYkids: why didnt i think of that?
omg robawtz: BECAUSE YOU DONT THINK
I eat TRENDYkids: true.
omg robawtz: i mean anyone could just be like oh, we can do it with the 7MMauto.
omg robawtz: but no
I eat TRENDYkids: an rpc90
I eat TRENDYkids: duh
omg robawtz: obv.
I eat TRENDYkids: yeah i mean. all them other people are just stupid
I eat TRENDYkids: xina with an rpc90
I eat TRENDYkids: ...
I eat TRENDYkids: you do understand i have no idea what i'm talking about?
omg robawtz: YLOLZ YEAH.
I eat TRENDYkids: hahaha
I eat TRENDYkids: we're awesome
I eat TRENDYkids: hXc
omg robawtz: sorry, i'm more metalxcore.
I eat TRENDYkids: ohhh duh
omg robawtz: :/
omg robawtz: IK IK
I eat TRENDYkids: iloveyoudearbffe
omg robawtz: i lve yu 2 bbydoll.

Yeah. We're cool. I love that boy.

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 05:31:16 GMT

NirvanaMisfit89: theres a big emo concert tonight
I eat TRENDYkids: awwww
I eat TRENDYkids: did wal-mart need to stock up on razor blades?
NirvanaMisfit89: HAHHAAA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
'nuff said.

I'm so goddamn mean.

<3nicole.

Sleep well guys.<3333

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 03:34:02 GMT

The wake went as well as any wake could go. Everyone was lovely &I appreciate all the people who came to support my small family of [now] 10 people.

Special Thanks To:

Danny
For coming &hanging out with me for about an hour. I guess that's how long it was. Thanks for making me laugh &watching me eat my sandwich &brownie. &Yes, as hard as you tried, you did not succeed in saving half of the brownie for my grandmother. Haha. Next time I see you, I'll bring you a chair orsomething. You were looking quite spiffy. &Jaclyn &I will make you a robe &find you a pipe so you can look all rich-people like. I love you so much. bffeeee.

Jaclyn
For being there for me through it all. I love you oh so oh so much. Thanks for the Bawls. I'll drink it tomorrow &I'll make Danny walk with me to go get more. Rar. Anyway, tomorrow night we are for sure hanging out. It'll be fabulous. Thanks for looking @all the pictures with me &laughing @everyone's expressions. Yeah, &it was indeed fun looking @my uncle's 8th grade football picture &deciding which random guys reminded us of boys from our school. I love you so much dear. <3 bffeeee.

OH. &Jaclyn &I decided that Christmann, Danny, her, &I have to all live near each other so we can have another generation of Christmann-Collins-Dailidas-Pomerleau connections.

Well Thanks everyone.

I love you all.
&peace to your loved ones.

<3nicole.

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 05:12:12 GMT

Matt &I pretty much established we have no lives.
He plays Halo. I, however, make signs for people.

Friday:

Saturday [Yesterday]:

Sunday [Today]:

Sad. I know.

My chest hurts so bad from rubbing off all the writing &then doing it all over again. Haha. Funny.

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 22:52:14 GMT

First of all...

Hap-pay EEEEEzter frum da GHETT0xCoRe bunnizzle sizzleee

So I went to my ~~grandparents'~~ grandma's today. &We ate &then we came back to her apartment &discussed final wake/funeral things. It was sad. Kind of. I got yelled @a lot for being antsy. OH WELL. I'm hilarious. What can I say?

Soo....anyway.
I'm going to post some pictures.
Why?
Because I can.

Dinosaur. @age 3.

Kristina &I play emokids.

Kiss me or I'll pull the trigger.

How the emokids hold the gun.

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 05:27:35 GMT

I eat TRENDYkids: i have green hightops
I eat TRENDYkids: they're green
I eat TRENDYkids: green is my favorite color:-)
mayheminthe skyz: nice
mayheminthe skyz: i have no clue what my favorite color is any more
I eat TRENDYkids: i like green
mayheminthe skyz: my backround text color thing is green
I eat TRENDYkids: i like your background text color
mayheminthe skyz: its nice
I eat TRENDYkids: it's green

Yeah, we've established I like green.

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 01:34:16 GMT

Goddamn. I'm so fucking cool.
++10 Scene Points.

HOLY MOTHERFUCKKKKING COW.
I'M KIDDING.

UH. Yeah. Neat.

Okay...Well then.

♥♥♥♥
RIP Norman Pomerleau 03/22/05 <3
Loving father, grandfather, &husband.
We miss you &we'll always remember.

<3nicole.