Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in ieattrendykids' LiveJournal:

Saturday, April 9th, 2005
2:09 pm	I like BAWLS. NOT balls. Pictures Under the Cut: 1. Me before school yesterday//tired. 2. Me outside. 3. Me with toys. 4. Me with my NEW boyfriend. ( hay baybeh/eye lyke yo' shoezzz ) (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 7th, 2005
8:07 pm	( TO THE LOVELY JEN ) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
7:55 pm	She turned off the lights and slid under the covers. She kissed his cheek and whispered in his ear: "I hope to discover every freckle, every scar, &every bruise that you contain. If it takes me until eternity ends, I will search &I will never give up. Just don't leave." But she never said why not to leave. She kept that hidden until he left. Her throat caving in &her heart hollow, she slipped in &out of consciousness. Her final breath echoed in her lungs until her life disappeared like sand through an hourglass. He was her lifeline. She breathed in his sweet exhales; he was her oxygen. Her heart followed the rhythm of his; he kept her heart pumping. Her nerves followed the touch of his fingertips; he was her feeling. Lying next to him, she felt guarded, safe; he was her protection. In his arms, she felt beautiful; he was her purity, the only essence she contained was from him. He made her complete. He gave her life. Then he took it away. &Left her gasping for air, aching. Without him, she had nothing to live on. &Slowly, as the summer night faded into an early morning, the world was without her, her withered body left upon the floor to disintegrate. A broken heart the cause. I wrote that in January. It's still how I feel. I'm so broken. But I'm ready to move on. I mean there is this cute boy in my lunch hour. Haha. I'm so lame. But honestly. I still. I still. I can't say it. I won't admit it. I worked this hard to convince myself it meant nothing. To both of us. What sucks is, I'm the one who meant nothing. Bye. Current Music: Become What You Hate//Midtown (3 Comments |Comment on this)
4:29 pm	( I put the cat in dinosaur. When I feed it! ) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
6:28 pm	&you think I could hate you for this? well honey, this has been way past overdue. Ha. Emo. Ha. Original. Ha. Lovesick. Ha. You make me laugh. Hot Hot Heat > You. You make me sick Current Music: Oh Godamnit//Hot Hot Heat (3 Comments |Comment on this)
12:17 am	You know I’ve realized a lot of things about myself. I understand how I’m not exactly the most honest person in the world. I’m sure I’ve done plenty of stuff that would get me into a lot trouble with my parents &/or friends. But you know what? I don’t regret any of it. &If asked about any incident I don’t think I’d be too ashamed that I’d deny it. I realize I haven’t been the greatest friend. [I mean, Megan, for instance, I’m so sorry for everything.] &I haven’t been the greatest girlfriend…actually far from it. All my past boyfriends can vouch for that. I’m not very… I don’t know. I do what I want. I understand how I don’t deserve anything amazing. I’m one of those kids who doesn’t know how amazing she has it until it leaves. But I guess that’s okay….because everyone does it. I know that doesn’t make it right, but I’m not the only one @fault. I’m sick of being lonely though. &I’m sick of hanging out with people &feeling as though I don’t belong &the people don’t want me there. &People who read this that hang out with me…will probably never understand what I mean by that. But honestly, I feel the least lonely when I’m alone. Oh well. I’ll finish this up later. I have to go to bed now. Current Music: "Get In or Get Out" - Hot Hot Heat (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
12:19 pm	I WISH HE COULD MAKE IT EASIER FOR ME TO HATE HIM. IT'S SO HARD. HE JUST HAS TO PULL THE CUTE LITTLE "I STILL LOVE YOU" SHIT &I DON'T EVEN CARE HOW BAD IT HURTS. GODDAMN. Someone find me a new boy. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 31st, 2005
11:37 pm	I like making fun of things. Q: WHEN EMO CONCERTS COME TO TOWN WHAT DOES WAL-MART HAVE TO STOCK UP ON?! A: RAZOR BLADES!!! Q: WHY DO EMOKIDS SHOP @WALMART?!? A: BECAUSE EMOKIDS LOVE VINTAGE & @WAL-MART EVERYTHING'S @LEAST TWO SEASONS OLD Q: WHY DO EMOKIDS CARRY BANDANAS IN THEIR BACK POCKETS!? A: BECAUSE IF THEY USED HANDKERCHIEFS, THEY'D BE STAINED BLOOD RED. Q: WHY DO EMOKIDS LIKE WHITE TIC-TACS?!?! A: BECAUSE THEY CAN PRETEND THEY'RE OVERDOSING ON ANTI-DEPRESSANTS Q: WHY DO EMOKIDS LIKE THE PARK?!?! A: BECAUSE IF THEY FALL DOWN THEY CAN BRAG ABOUT THEIR CUT @THE NEXT DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL CONCERT! Q: WHY DO EMOKIDS WEAR GIRL PANTS?! A: THEY DONT NEED ANY CROTCH ROOM [I personally like boys who wear girl pants, but it's still funny.] Q: WHY DID THE EMOKID CROSS THE ROAD A: HE SAW EVERYONE ELSE DOING IT. Q: WHY DO EMOKIDS WEAR WHITE BELTS?! A: YOU NEED SOMETHING TO HANG THEM WITH [That's so mean. Funny, but mean.] Q: HOW MANY EMOKIDS DOES IT TAKE TO CHANGE A LIGHTBUBLB A: NONE. THEY JUST SIT IN THE DARK &CRY ABOUT IT Q: WHY DO EMOKIDS CALL CONCERTS "SHOWS"? A: BECAUSE IT'S A MIRCALE IF ANYONE "SHOWS" UP. [I call concerts shows.] Current Music: I'M WATCHING LEGALLY BLONDE MOTHERFUCKER (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
8:43 am	I eat TRENDYkids: hey sexpie. omg robawtz: susspsup I eat TRENDYkids: nuttin' yew? omg robawtz: dancing in my boxers wit my puppy. I eat TRENDYkids: ohhh. prity. I eat TRENDYkids: i dont wish i was there. I eat TRENDYkids: just because. ilooklikeshit. :-)yum I eat TRENDYkids: i have to get ready soon omg robawtz: for what I eat TRENDYkids: funeral omg robawtz: ehhhh, i'm sorry :[ I eat TRENDYkids: tis okay I eat TRENDYkids: i get to read I eat TRENDYkids: a lot I eat TRENDYkids: in front I eat TRENDYkids: of a lot I eat TRENDYkids: of people omg robawtz: nervous? I eat TRENDYkids: no I eat TRENDYkids: am i ever nervous? I eat TRENDYkids: no. omg robawtz: OHHHHh I eat TRENDYkids: i dread things. omg robawtz: yeah. I eat TRENDYkids: but i dont get nervous. I eat TRENDYkids: i'm not dreading ths one omg robawtz: thats good. I eat TRENDYkids: Nowhere x GrrL: im craving some pie I eat TRENDYkids: sexpie!? I eat TRENDYkids: dat be ethan omg robawtz: LOLol omg robawtz: dats meh. I eat TRENDYkids: duhhh omg robawtz: i beat the whole game last night omg robawtz: i never could get past the jungle omg robawtz: but all you needed to do is kill xina with an RPC90 and then you pass it. I eat TRENDYkids: oh yeah omg robawtz: duhz. I eat TRENDYkids: kill xina with an rpc90 I eat TRENDYkids: why didnt i think of that? omg robawtz: BECAUSE YOU DONT THINK I eat TRENDYkids: true. omg robawtz: i mean anyone could just be like oh, we can do it with the 7MMauto. omg robawtz: but no I eat TRENDYkids: an rpc90 I eat TRENDYkids: duh omg robawtz: obv. I eat TRENDYkids: yeah i mean. all them other people are just stupid I eat TRENDYkids: xina with an rpc90 I eat TRENDYkids: ... I eat TRENDYkids: you do understand i have no idea what i'm talking about? omg robawtz: YLOLZ YEAH. I eat TRENDYkids: hahaha I eat TRENDYkids: we're awesome I eat TRENDYkids: hXc omg robawtz: sorry, i'm more metalxcore. I eat TRENDYkids: ohhh duh omg robawtz: :/ omg robawtz: IK IK I eat TRENDYkids: iloveyoudearbffe omg robawtz: i lve yu 2 bbydoll. Yeah. We're cool. I love that boy. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 28th, 2005
11:31 pm	NirvanaMisfit89: theres a big emo concert tonight I eat TRENDYkids: awwww I eat TRENDYkids: did wal-mart need to stock up on razor blades? NirvanaMisfit89: HAHHAAA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. 'nuff said. I'm so goddamn mean. <3nicole. Sleep well guys.<3333 (Comment on this)
9:22 pm	The wake went as well as any wake could go. Everyone was lovely &I appreciate all the people who came to support my small family of [now] 10 people. Special Thanks To: Danny For coming &hanging out with me for about an hour. I guess that's how long it was. Thanks for making me laugh &watching me eat my sandwich &brownie. &Yes, as hard as you tried, you did not succeed in saving half of the brownie for my grandmother. Haha. Next time I see you, I'll bring you a chair orsomething. You were looking quite spiffy. &Jaclyn &I will make you a robe &find you a pipe so you can look all rich-people like. I love you so much. bffeeee. Jaclyn For being there for me through it all. I love you oh so oh so much. Thanks for the Bawls. I'll drink it tomorrow &I'll make Danny walk with me to go get more. Rar. Anyway, tomorrow night we are for sure hanging out. It'll be fabulous. Thanks for looking @all the pictures with me &laughing @everyone's expressions. Yeah, &it was indeed fun looking @my uncle's 8th grade football picture &deciding which random guys reminded us of boys from our school. I love you so much dear. <3 bffeeee. OH. &Jaclyn &I decided that Christmann, Danny, her, &I have to all live near each other so we can have another generation of Christmann-Collins-Dailidas-Pomerleau connections. Well Thanks everyone. I love you all. &peace to your loved ones. <3nicole. (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 27th, 2005
11:02 pm	Matt &I pretty much established we have no lives. He plays Halo. I, however, make signs for people. ( +39 ) Sad. I know. My chest hurts so bad from rubbing off all the writing &then doing it all over again. Haha. Funny. (8 Comments |Comment on this)
4:47 pm	First of all... Hap-pay EEEEEzter frum da GHETT0xCoRe bunnizzle sizzleee So I went to my grandparents' grandma's today. &We ate &then we came back to her apartment &discussed final wake/funeral things. It was sad. Kind of. I got yelled @a lot for being antsy. OH WELL. I'm hilarious. What can I say? Soo....anyway. I'm going to post some pictures. Why? Because I can. ( it's the reason behind the cut that matters. ) (Comment on this)
Friday, March 25th, 2005
9:27 pm	I eat TRENDYkids: i have green hightops I eat TRENDYkids: they're green I eat TRENDYkids: green is my favorite color:-) mayheminthe skyz: nice mayheminthe skyz: i have no clue what my favorite color is any more I eat TRENDYkids: i like green mayheminthe skyz: my backround text color thing is green I eat TRENDYkids: i like your background text color mayheminthe skyz: its nice I eat TRENDYkids: it's green Yeah, we've established I like green. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
7:32 pm	Goddamn. I'm so fucking cool. ++10 Scene Points. HOLY MOTHERFUCKKKKING COW. I'M KIDDING. UH. Yeah. Neat. Okay...Well then. ♥♥♥♥ RIP Norman Pomerleau 03/22/05 <3 Loving father, grandfather, &husband. We miss you &we'll always remember. <3nicole. (Comment on this)